Sadness and hopelessness

Life's being a complete bastard and I feel I don't really deserve it. God must have forgotten that burger I gave to a homeless man while living in London...A big king..

A bit sad that the people I remember the best from London is some of the homeless people on the street and so also the prostitutes. Guess they made a bigger impact on me than just the"normal" people that I worked with.

William...he promised me to help me out on the streets <3

The pupils leave on Saturday and I feel a bit stressed. Mission undone I could cal lit. But its in progress!

Sunday will be my last day of work here (at least for this season) and everything has to be cleaned but the day will end with a big BBQ for all staff and families and so also a golfcompetition! I need to win! Will have to practice my swing out on the golfcourse tonight.

Scotland the brave

Only one week left now...Have a feeling that I will miss being here. Bought a cd with Bagpipe music today on Virgin M store. Nothing can ever beat Scotland the brave. Will always think about the Glenalmond pupils when I hear this song.

The supper for the leavers the other day was great, the dininghall looked amazing and so did the pupils. Haha I think I got snapped on this random photo together with the (albanian?) kid who also wondered if I think he's got a big dick.

- Eh how should I possibly know, I havent seen it haha?!
- I know you havent, but do you think I have?
- (a bit afraid to loose my job, but still in eager to be honest) Eeeh, yes
I think you have...
Got a kiss on my hand as a thank you haha.

I so want to go see Shrek 3!

Been to Stirling with Ali today beacause he needed an "fairy outfit". Pink is so hot on men.not!

Off to the pub tonight to celebrate ehm, something?

God Im too shy and afraid to make a move.

The bankman at Lloyds is hot! Think he was the only possitive thing this day (except for my brand new cd)

Glad midsommar!

And they are all enjoying midsommar in Sweden while I'm being stuck here in the mid. of nowhere! Getting all drunk, laughing, telling stories, having barbecues, dancing funny dances around the ehm...Swedish invention he he

God, Matilda and Nat, remember England first year? Markus just about to terrify the poor Maltesers by sticking the pole down the ground the other way round. Good old times huh?

Couldn't even be arsed to go for a few drinks, start 7 tomorrow morning so better stay here in my castle.

Oh yeah, Me voy a matar los polacos y los hungaros!!

Glad midsommar allihopa!

Bad girl

Did this test " Are you a good girl or a bad girl?" Which showed:

You are 30% Good and 70% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"!

Damn, I thought I was worse than that, but Ive never shoplifted, that gave me some extra "good points" :) And ofcourse, I have never kissed one of my mates boyfriends.
Skottpengar pa det!

Ok, got to go. Nite nite

Sorry

Just want to add that I indeed apologize for my small written mistakes haha. Im not stupid, only in a hurry. (just so you know) hahahaha


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hohhoooo


(stranger at the attic, not my fault,dawg)

I wanna have your babies

...get serious like crazy lalalaaa.
Its so funny how men and women think differently. Yesterday night me and some of the others were watching some random comedy programme on bbc and they showed this clipp where a woman and a man are sitting in the sofa and suddenly the woman tells her boyfriend that -ah, i just need to jump into something more comfortable, and she comes back fully dressed in a weddingdress. God what I laughed haha. Best LOL in a long time.
This reminds me of someone...or a few ppl I know acctually.Jeez!

Although I keep counting the days untill I go back to Sweden I cant help feeling sad. This country with its cultural and nature is just the best! What I will miss the most is probably

• The bagpipes. I just love how it sounds and It goes straight to my heart. Amazing Grace played on bagpipes is just...
• The nature. Because of the rain this place is green as feck! and the view from here is stunning. in the middle of nowhere.
• The school. Have you seen the buliding? The only thing not included is Harry Potter.(maybe next year, Harry?)
• Uhm, someone special?
• Haggis. Its a bit strange that I like i but the taste of it is not too bad after all!
• Justyna,Andy and Claudio.
• Some of the pupils believe it or not but some of them are true sweethearts. Oh, Especially John. He's a brilliant kid.
• A Topshop and River Island behind every (decent hehe) corner.
• The food. Haha, yum I like! Pork steaks in barbequesauce, tuna steaks, chicken kiev. you name it

Gotta go for my tea. Burgernight!

Peace out yo

I live in a strange place

Me myself and I went to Dundee yesterday morning. It was the ultimate shoppingtrip really beacause I didnt have to go enter all shops I dont fancy, as I have to when I go with someone else. One hour and a half and that was me. One dress, two trousers,two beachtowels,my favorite deaodorant:Vaseline which we dont have in Sweden (haha, I am a bit choosy), Carmex for Nat (she's choosy too) oh I almost forgot I also found a pair of Superman-knickers :)

Later on when I was standing waiting for the bus back to Perth this random man started talking with me concerning cellphones and a second later he picked up a boiled egg and started eating it, really, who walks around with a boiled egg in their pocket? :S (no offence to y'all who do, but honestly, isnt a sandwhich or a fruit better? it cant crack and it also looks better duuuh)

Oh yeah, and the taxi driver back from Perth in the afternoon was a dwarf.

Called my dear Ida yesterday. Love you big time

En av de dumma eleverna pa skolan har sadlat om nu efter att de fatt reda pa att jag faktiskt inte ar en fattig Polack som kommer och tar alla jobb.

Jag fick ett tack och ett leende tillbaka fran honom for forsta gangen pa 6 manader. Cheers, Im relieved too

Bruised

Me and my mates went for a couple of drinks at The Drum yesterday. We got wine while working in the evening so I was already wasted before we got to the pub. However, I got some nice photos of some of the pupils haha. I asked everyone we passed if I could take a shoot. (only the best looking one refused, gaah.Tyvarr Ida)
Got a funny one of my favorite, aka: The Gorilla. They have all been laughing today,eh.
On our way back (me, Robert and Jade) I smashed my face on a fence *pain* (dont ask me how I did that though haha, Im amazing)
Got back to Jades and played some dart.
Only hit the wall with one of the arrows tho (yay)

Found out Ive been sending Ali this very random text. Cant even remember I wrote it.
Ung och vild kan man nog kalla det. Ibland blir jag nastan lite radd och undrar nar jag ocksa ska vaxa upp..men det kanske kommer


Now its only 15 days and Im back. Gar det bada dar hemma an? Och inte minst, kan man fortfarande kopa glass pa Villan??

Aja. Nu ar livet tillbaka i Sverige igen, Ida har anlant!

Hold your head up straight

What I hate most of all must be bullies.

I havent gained weight and I am so not pregnant! Cant believe their nerves talking behind my back like that. But hey, only 20 days to go!

Gardagen var ganska rolig faktiskt, dagen borjade med att nar jag letade efter fruksalladen i storkylen sa lyfte jag pa en bricka pa en lada for att kolla om det var fruktsallade i, men nej! Varsta chocken fick jag nar jag marker att jag tittar rakt in i en dod fisks oga!Fick allt till ett fint litet tjejskrik I hinken lag en hel lax och bara vantade pa att fa skramma mig! Var tvungen att lyfta pa locket en gang till for att se att den verkligen var dod. Inte for att jag vet varfor kockarna skulle forvara en levande fisk i en hink med vatten.

Senare pa eftermiddagen rakade jag klamma mitt lilla tjejfinger mellan en typ stor bricka och ett tungt metalllock som anvands ovanfor halet dar vi haller ner matresterna. Jag skriker och svar pa svenska for det gjorde sa sjukt ont och gick ut i matsalen for att lugna ner mig. Nar jag kommer tillbaka star bade Maria och Robert helt chockade och tittar under tystnad ner i halet som om de letade efter mitt finger!

Men oroa er inte, det sitter dar det ska.

This is my current home for the moment, the window on the right hand is mine (first floor). Haha, what a castle :)

The other pictures must have been taken in january or february when it first began. Sweet

Liseberg va Matilda?