Vilken fin ko!

Kanner for att vara vara lite svensk idag, de flesta av mina lasare (alla typ tre?) ar ju anda svenska ha ha.

I forrgar var verkligen inte min IQ dag.

Historien ser ut sa har:

Jag och Ali ar pa vag hem fran Crieff da vi aker forbi en ang med betesdjur och Ali sager :

Shit, vilken stor tjur, sag du?

Varpa jag vander mig mot fonstret, tittar och sager, ja oj, vad stor!

- Nej,nej, den vi korde om, det dar ar en ko Lee!

I ovrigt gick jag och tjatade pa honom om att han och alla britter ar sa himla bleka, och att det ar konstigt, for vi skandinaver har mycket lattare att fa farg.

Senare pa kvallen da jag jamfor min farg med hans utbrister han

- Lagg av, min farg kommer iallafall inte fran en flaska.

Jag gor en oforstaende min och sager att det gor val inte min heller.

- Du Lee, tror du jag gar pa att du har fatt en solbranna utan att det ens varit soligt ute? Vad var det for Holiday skin jag sag sta framme hahaha?!

Slut pa diskussion

I ovrigt var vi i Stirling och shoppade utan att du kopa nagot, men det var roligt anda :)

Tankte ta en joggingtur idag, men kanns som att vadret inte riktigt tillater,det regnar dagen till ara (den har ocksa).

Vill till havet (medel,soder,svarta,karibiska) dar man inte behover nagon fejk tan

I ovrigt har jag nog Sveriges fulaste blogg(jag ar iaf medveten om det, okej!). Matilda, du kanske kan hjalpa mig nar jag kommer hem? haha, sjalv jag ar hjarndod

Fell in love with a dog

Went for a walk around the school area and on my way back I saw this huge dog (you know, those skinny dogs with long noses whatever,dog-race-lookalikes) and it started staring at me and I tried to ignore it/him/her, (anyone who knows me will tell how afraid I am of dogs) however it walked up to me and started sniffing at my leg and it was the softest nose that has ever sniffed my leg! And suddenly I wasnt so afraid anymore but anyways I tried to make him go away, but dogs are like men which means you have to be real harsh until they get it.
However, the dog seemed really sweet and it didnt even bark at me.

Have finally booked my flight ticket back home. Monday the 2th of July and that's me back!

And 4th or 5th of August me Nat and the oldies are going to Romania. Yay, cant wait to finally get some tan! There is never any sun in this country! And I am a true sunworshiper!

So this is my first day of midterm holiday and there is absolutely nothing to do. No one wants to go out and do something. Boooring!

Hope sweetiepie comes tomorrow. Getting fed up with these people sometimes.

Oh, the biggest compliment ever was last saturday at the pub when Daniel, the scottishman told me I dont sound foreign. yeah

Back on track!

When the sun shines We’ll shine together

Told you I'll be here forever

That I'll always be your friend

Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we still have each other

You can stand under my Umbrella

Oh yes.

And life's getting back to "normal", got it sorted out the other day. Yay!

One and a half month to go now... and then?

Everyone knows my true feelings except you. How do you feeel now?

Won the golf once again a couple of days ago.

1. SWEDEN!

2. Hungary

3.Scotland

Went to Perth the other day with Vicky and Timi, found myself a nice bra on Marks and Spencers, believe it or not! Cheers Claudio :)

Also found a top from the collection"Kate Moss loves Topshop" at (of course) Topshop. Love it

Of course my bag broke on the way back to Alistairs car. Who said guys are useless? I can admit they can be quite handy sometimes :)

Today I said to Robert that I didnt believe he is a man. A couple of hours later he comes back, takes a seat beside me and look me into my eyes saying: The thing about me not being a male, I am Lee. I am a man.

Eureka!

By the way, he believes in Santa Claus and he believed us when we said that Timi's "love bite" was acctually a bite from a vampire.

Some serious golfing

Went to the golfcourse with the one and only Robert today ( haha, my rate of friends are a bit limited here at chatau Braetop, but Robert'll do, felt a bit embarrassed when Jade, the sports assistand passed by with his car starring at me and Robert who was wearing his hilarious clothes.) Did some putting and I scored five out of six. Yeah, Sweden-Scotland 5-1 HA!
On the way home I saw a bush of yellow flowers, beautiful. ( As the girl I am)I stopped and sniffed em. Why am I thinking about London? We had the exact same flowers in our living room there (but only bigger). So of course I picked one and ut in the only wase I got. haha, I am a simple girl and the only wase could also be called a can of beer. But it smells just lovely!

Don't you ever get tired of this liar liar pants on fire shit? Boys will be boys I believe...

Miss you my dear friends, thinking of you every single day Ida, Nathalie, Matilda. And MAtilda, dont be surprised if I you get a call from a friend from far far away.

Peace out

Chapel

Me and Robert went to the chapel yesterday evening. It was so nice, but to be honest here, the thing that caught my interest the most was the texts on the wall, small scripts about pupils from Glenalmond who died in different wars( I think) There was one boy, only sixteen who died here in 1921, I wonder what happened to him..Robert mentioned the 1st worldwar but Im not very sure! haha
Anyways we did the holy comunion and that was nice however.

Our computer at Braetop's got an error yada yada so we have to wait for Mrs Cox to fix it.

Oh happy days! Two days off and I dont have anything to do. At all! I have nobody to come and see me anymore and its devastating and I think I make Robert upset by crying everyday. I am a pain in the ass at the moment nut hey, I will soon be up fighting.

The Ark...I feel embarrassed!
Go FYR Macedonia

I love and I loose


Take me home country roads! I just want to be home!

But it's over now

Nothing seems to last forever.


Those days have been really really bad! But it's always a good thing to let the feelings out, if you can cry, just let the tears come. And now everything feels so much better.

5th to 30th of May. Still no plans. Loch Ness, Hungary? Spain?Ireland?England?
I just want to go somewhere.

By the way, changed plans, I DONT want to become a nutritionist, the wages are horrible! ( och alla jobb finns typ endast inom offentlig sektor vilket i stort sett garanterar dalig lon!) Nej, jag ska bli arbetsterapeut eller halsoekonom! Eller kanske...nej jag vet inte..kanske eh...eller varfor inte...

Night at the pub

Yesterday, yester-me yester-you


The night at the pub started off quite well, we all drank, sang and played pool. Vicky said to me that I have been acting starnge against her and therefor she asked me if I was angry with her.
Of course I told her why and she started crying. But its only fair! She made me cry and now I made her cry.. However, she left the pub and we all got a bit nervous and went home.
Still just a bit tense between us for some reason aah.

A lady at the pub wanted me to go inside and meet her friends, she had promised one of them to bring a Pamela Anderson or whatever she said, and I might have been the best lookalike of us haha?
Jade and Karen from the sportdepartment was also there and I heard Karen ask someone else where I came from, so I shouted I am swedish, not dutch!! I mean hey, she can ask me in person when I am in the same room huh?

Can't get you out of my head. Set me free!

How long can I stand you guys?!

Some sad people here keeps on making comments of my appearance and it so so soo annoys me! I try to think : stuff them, they're just jealous. But its so hard standing all this when you dont have your family or close friends nearby to support you.
Do people think I am a robot or what? Last week when me and Timi worked together, I brought up the issue and she simply answered: You surprise me Lee, I didnt think you cared about those comments, you seem to be that kind of person who doesnt care what people think.
Of course you put on a mask when people are trying to hurt you! When the other option is to reveal your feelings for a person who is a total stranger, what would you choose?
Let the enemie see how breakable you are: Not very clever is it?

We watched Peter Andre and Jordan in the tv lounge today, she is absoultely stunning and still those people say : I could look like that if I had that much makeup on also. Dont think so!

Oooooh, Im boiling, absolutely boiling and steaming!!!


Oh I miss mum.And Ida, and Matilda, and Ida. Come and help me out here!

Poo and Edinburgh Zoo

Spent my precious day off at Edinburgh zoo. I realised I just love animals! I just couldnt get enough of the crazy monkeys and the penguins. Ahhhh how cute!
The laugh of the day was the eastern Bongo! Bahh, whats that anyway?

Fell asleep on the way home, it took us tooo long time to get home because of the traffic.

This weekend is leave out weekend which means that almost all of us are off. BBQ in the garden yes man!
Plan number two is of course to try to get some tan on my pale body. ( might be my only obsession/addiction, but I think most of you know that! haha)

Just want to get home and get things sorted out between us, I am still thinking about if I really made the right decision...But on the other hand, all I want is you to be happy, and I know you will never be happy with me. Sad sad